F R I E N D

||once upon a time

long, long ago

I met a girl

who shook my world.

she taught me to dream;

to reach for the stars;

to take every chance

till the chances were ours.

she lived in the moment,

she danced in the rain,

she stood through the storms,

and grew through the pain.

I held her through heartache,

through tears and goodbyes,

through laughter and joy,

that lit up our skies.

she taught me to live,

to never regret,

and to love all the people

that I had met.

she taught me to create;

to work with a passion,

to live with a purpose,

and to always take action.

she never looked back

to dwell in her past;

she always looked foreword

and lived each day like her last.

she taught me of friendship

(the highs and the lows)

that love can be painful,

and that anger will show.

she taught me of forgiveness,

the beauty of love,

the art of second chances

that I’m not worthy of.

Once upon a time

long, long ago

I met a girl

who shook my world.

she taught me to stand,

to thrive on my own,

to pursue all my dreams,

and to reap what I’d sown.

she taught me about everything

and about letting go

because she had so much more to give

and a new life to grow||

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||The sun hid away

Leaving me cold and afraid.

I cried and I begged,

But it refused to stay.

 

I relied on its’ touch;

Its’ dancing embrace,

But the draw was too much,

And my heart it erased.

 

I clung to your rays

For the last bit of light,

But you slipped from my grasp

Like a thief in the night.

 

I thought I was tough

I thought I was strong,

But the world had enough

Of me being wrong.

 

You led me to trust

In things I’d shut out,

But now I am crushed,

And filled with your doubt.

 

I wish I had time

To tell you my dreams.

To call you mine,

And to catch all your beams…

 

But the words never came

And my chance faded by

Till I was left with the pain

Of your loss in the sky.

 

I’m sorry if I hurt you;

I didn’t mean for this to start.

You appeared out of nowhere

And wound knots in my heart.

 

I didn’t know what I wanted

Or what I should do

Till it was too late

For us to shine through.

 

I learned a lot from your warmth

And even more from your loss

You lit up my life

And taught me love has a cost.||

 

AYYYYYYY!!! Two days in a row!! This one’s from a little while back, but I hope y’all enjoyed it 🙂 Also in case anyone’s interested…My Basketball team won regionals today and we’re going to State!!!

Okay that is all folks. GOD bless y’all and may His favor be present in your lives ❤

-Mei

 

Fully Alive

Vividly

||Dream with a fierceness

That scares the whole world

 

Love with a heart

That makes others soar

 

Cry tears of sadness,

Joy, and of pain

 

Laugh with a spark

That lights up the rain

 

Dance with your soul

And cling to emotion

 

Play with a passion

That displays your devotion

 

Work with a purpose

That inspires your dreams

 

Forgive with a grace

That always redeems

 

Create with a pride

That lifts up your spirit

 

Speak from your mind

To all who can hear it

 

Give all that you have;

One hundred percent

 

Don’t ever lose faith;

Give up or relent

 

This is your moment,

Your day, year, and time

 

To show the world what it looks like

To live fully alive||

 

Sorry it’s been so long since I’ve last posted!! I really want to put out more of my writings, but I’ve been super busy with school and Basketball. Hopefully once the season winds down (*cough* once we win state), I’ll be able to put out more content  frequently! I know I have a bunch of poems and spoken words from my past journals that I’d like to share in the future so be looking out for those! Anyway…To those of you who have stuck around I just wanted to say thank you for stopping by and checking in. I really really appreciate it ❤

Okay friends that’s a wrap!! I hope you enjoyed todays’ poem 😉

Until next time God bless and live life well 

— Mei

 

 

 

 

If I Fall

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||Save me please,
anyone
From this disease
I can’t outrun.

Take my hand
Don’t let me fall
Until I’m firm
And standing tall.

I’m so afraid,
And I don’t know why
This world has
Put you in my life.

You’re on my mind,
You’ve stole my calm,
And I fear you’ll play me
Like a pawn.

I can’t control it;
Though I’ve tried,
But you’ve captured me
In just one stride.

I knew this would happen
I knew this would come.
I thought I could fight
When you’ve  already won

You have a part of me
Of a most priceless kind,
Because you stole it from me
When I was helpless and blind.

Please, won’t you stop?
You’ve confused me once more.
I know they say jump,
But I’m afraid I won’t soar.

So please if I fall,
Will you not let me break?
Because I know I can’t handle
Another heart ache.||

 

Well friends that’s a wrap!! I hope you enjoyed today’s poem 😀

Until next time God bless…And live life well

-Mei

 

The Sea 

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||she was as endless as the sea.

her dreams stretched for miles,

and her love grew deep.

the moon she reflects, and the stars she adores,

and though they refused her,

she came back for the shore.

she poured her love and her soul into their heart,

but when the tide pulled her under

it tore her apart.

broken and blinded by the salty waves,

she reached out desperately

for the love that saves.

but no one could hear or respond when she cried,

and she was left with nothing

but the love they denied.||

Well that’s a wrap my friends! I hope you enjoyed today’s poem!

So until next time…God bless and live life well  ❤️

The Thief

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||Goodbye is on my lips once more,
And once again, my heart has torn.
It never stops; an endless break
Till you return for this heart ache

Each time a piece is snatched away
Each time I never have a say
It never stops; it thirsts for more
Until I’m broken, beat, and sore

I thought my whole life that love…It was endless
I thought it would last, but it’s left me a mess
The truth it hurts, and I wish I’d known,
But I couldn’t resist when love was shown

It’s a beautiful lie; an endless mirage,
It comes back stronger like a deceitful  barrage
Please someone, won’t you hear my cries
Will you save me, and tell me it’ll be alright?

I’m tired of longing for those I can’t see
I’m wary from letting those hopes inside me
I know they’re fine, and that they won’t come back,
Because with a piece of my heart, they now know no lack

So Please, if you’re willing, heal my heart,
Because again and again you tear it apart.
Love, take thought when you let me fall…
Or at least have someone answer whenever I call.

Because inwardly there’s screaming
Inwardly there’s grief
I thought love was giving
When all it is is a thief||

Okay friends that’s a wrap 😛 I hope that you enjoyed todays poem 🙂

Until next time… God bless and live life well

In Everything

||take heart and

know that I

am good

 

through pain and

suffering I

am good

 

through loss and

triumph I

am good

 

through trials and

tribulations I

am good

 

through heartache and

confusion I

am good

 

through emptiness and

depression I

am good

 

through ridicule and

exclusion I

am good

 

through sorrow and

happiness I

am good

 

through weakness and

darkness I

am good

 

through tears and

loneliness I

am good

 

through victories and

failures I

am good

 

In the world you

will have tribulations,

 but take heart and know

that I am good.

Take heart: to be courageous; to regain one’s courage

Hang in there guys! Life’s hard sometimes, and yeah I know it’s easier to look at circumstances and decide to let the bad things of life get to you, but maybe just maybe we just need to look beyond our problems and know that through the hard times, and through the worst of the struggles, we grow the very most and become the best us we can possibly be. We just have to regain our courage, and have faith that God truly is good, and that He loves us more than anything in existence ❤

 

Okay friends that’s a wrap 😛 I hope you enjoyed today’s post!

So until next time…God bless and live life well

 

 

My World

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||you are my solid rock,

my place to fall

when life knocks me down.

 

you don’t know it,

but it’s because of you

that I keep on going.

 

you bring joy in my life,

and you make me

forget what sadness is.

 

you always encourage me,

and it’s because of you

that I am never alone.

 

but now you’re leaving,

and I don’t know

what I’m going to do without you.

 

I don’t know how

to stand on my own…

please don’t let me fall.

 

because I’m afraid

that once I’m down

i won’t have anyone to help me up.

 

You’re the only one

who truly knows me,

and loves me as I am.

 

and I’m afraid

that without you

who I am will be forgotten.

 

because without you

i’m just one half

trying to cope.

 

we discovered the world

together, and I realized

that you were the definition of mine||

 

Okay friends that’s a wrap 😛  I hope you enjoyed reading today’s poem 🙂

So until next time…God bless and live life well ❤ 

S E R E N I T Y

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||the moonlight kissed

the endless waters,

seemingly wishing

the sweet memories

a gentle farewell||

 

Okay friends that’s a wrap 😛 I hope you enjoyed today’s post!

So until next time…God bless and live life well