If I Fall

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||Save me please,
anyone
From this disease
I can’t outrun.

Take my hand
Don’t let me fall
Until I’m firm
And standing tall.

I’m so afraid,
And I don’t know why
This world has
Put you in my life.

You’re on my mind,
You’ve stole my calm,
And I fear you’ll play me
Like a pawn.

I can’t control it;
Though I’ve tried,
But you’ve captured me
In just one stride.

I knew this would happen
I knew this would come.
I thought I could fight
When you’ve  already won

You have a part of me
Of a most priceless kind,
Because you stole it from me
When I was helpless and blind.

Please, won’t you stop?
You’ve confused me once more.
I know they say jump,
But I’m afraid I won’t soar.

So please if I fall,
Will you not let me break?
Because I know I can’t handle
Another heart ache.||

 

Well friends that’s a wrap!! I hope you enjoyed today’s poem 😀

Until next time God bless…And live life well

-Mei

 

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The Sea 

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||she was as endless as the sea.

her dreams stretched for miles,

and her love grew deep.

the moon she reflects, and the stars she adores,

and though they refused her,

she came back for the shore.

she poured her love and her soul into their heart,

but when the tide pulled her under

it tore her apart.

broken and blinded by the salty waves,

she reached out desperately

for the love that saves.

but no one could hear or respond when she cried,

and she was left with nothing

but the love they denied.||

Well that’s a wrap my friends! I hope you enjoyed today’s poem!

So until next time…God bless and live life well  ❤️

The Thief

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||Goodbye is on my lips once more,
And once again, my heart has torn.
It never stops; an endless break
Till you return for this heart ache

Each time a piece is snatched away
Each time I never have a say
It never stops; it thirsts for more
Until I’m broken, beat, and sore

I thought my whole life that love…It was endless
I thought it would last, but it’s left me a mess
The truth it hurts, and I wish I’d known,
But I couldn’t resist when love was shown

It’s a beautiful lie; an endless mirage,
It comes back stronger like a deceitful  barrage
Please someone, won’t you hear my cries
Will you save me, and tell me it’ll be alright?

I’m tired of longing for those I can’t see
I’m wary from letting those hopes inside me
I know they’re fine, and that they won’t come back,
Because with a piece of my heart, they now know no lack

So Please, if you’re willing, heal my heart,
Because again and again you tear it apart.
Love, take thought when you let me fall…
Or at least have someone answer whenever I call.

Because inwardly there’s screaming
Inwardly there’s grief
I thought love was giving
When all it is is a thief||

Okay friends that’s a wrap 😛 I hope that you enjoyed todays poem 🙂

Until next time… God bless and live life well

In Everything

||take heart and

know that I

am good

 

through pain and

suffering I

am good

 

through loss and

triumph I

am good

 

through trials and

tribulations I

am good

 

through heartache and

confusion I

am good

 

through emptiness and

depression I

am good

 

through ridicule and

exclusion I

am good

 

through sorrow and

happiness I

am good

 

through weakness and

darkness I

am good

 

through tears and

loneliness I

am good

 

through victories and

failures I

am good

 

In the world you

will have tribulations,

 but take heart and know

that I am good.

Take heart: to be courageous; to regain one’s courage

Hang in there guys! Life’s hard sometimes, and yeah I know it’s easier to look at circumstances and decide to let the bad things of life get to you, but maybe just maybe we just need to look beyond our problems and know that through the hard times, and through the worst of the struggles, we grow the very most and become the best us we can possibly be. We just have to regain our courage, and have faith that God truly is good, and that He loves us more than anything in existence ❤

 

Okay friends that’s a wrap 😛 I hope you enjoyed today’s post!

So until next time…God bless and live life well

 

 

My World

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||you are my solid rock,

my place to fall

when life knocks me down.

 

you don’t know it,

but it’s because of you

that I keep on going.

 

you bring joy in my life,

and you make me

forget what sadness is.

 

you always encourage me,

and it’s because of you

that I am never alone.

 

but now you’re leaving,

and I don’t know

what I’m going to do without you.

 

I don’t know how

to stand on my own…

please don’t let me fall.

 

because I’m afraid

that once I’m down

i won’t have anyone to help me up.

 

You’re the only one

who truly knows me,

and loves me as I am.

 

and I’m afraid

that without you

who I am will be forgotten.

 

because without you

i’m just one half

trying to cope.

 

we discovered the world

together, and I realized

that you were the definition of mine||

 

Okay friends that’s a wrap 😛  I hope you enjoyed reading today’s poem 🙂

So until next time…God bless and live life well ❤ 

S E R E N I T Y

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||the moonlight kissed

the endless waters,

seemingly wishing

the sweet memories

a gentle farewell||

 

Okay friends that’s a wrap 😛 I hope you enjoyed today’s post!

So until next time…God bless and live life well

 

 

H Y P O C R I T E

 

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||they don’t see

the pain you

cause me everyday.

 

they don’t hear

the words you use

to tear me down

 

over and over again

never stopping to

let me breathe.

 

they don’t feel

the fist clenched

in my gut

 

willing me to

finally snap

and shatter;

 

scattering the pieces

that kept me sane

and held together

 

all across the

endless void that

i’ve been confined to.

 

they don’t know

how draining it is

to love one-sided…

 

to hold onto the

edge with one hand

just so i can save you…

 

you hypocrite

you who thinks

you can do no wrong

 

while pushing me

down down down;

an endless descent.

 

they don’t understand

the empty words they

use to build you up.

 

the false praise

they pour over you

raising you higher

 

just so you can

simply tear me down

lower, and lower still||

 

Okay friends that’s a wrap 😛 Sorry this one’s a little heavy; there will be happier ones coming 🙂

So until next time…God bless and live life well

Unbreakable Words

 

Write. In my religion we’re taught that every living thing, every leaf, every bird, is only alive because it contains the secret word for life. That’s the only difference between us and a lump of clay. A word. Words are life, Liesel. -Max Vandenburg

 

Hi guys! It’s Mei 🙂

Today I have a poem for y’all that was previously shared on my blog about two years ago. I had forgotten all about this one, and I thought I’d “re-share” it with you in 2017! As you can see by the title, the poem is called “Unbreakable Words”, and was inspired by the 2013 film “The Book Thief”, which was based on the best selling  historical novel written by Mark Zusak in 2005. (You can find the original blog post here, for further insight on the poem)

||An ongoing story
Is what it creates
A creator in the making
The ease of mistakes

It forms your breath
Every intake and out
It hears every whisper
And the loudest of shouts

It provides the spark of your smile
And the joy of your eyes
It lays the dirt of the ground
And paints the blue in the skies

It moves with the beat of your heart
And your rhythmic hum
It swims in your mind
Like fire drowned in the sun

It makes up every sonnet
Every song ever played
It gives depths to all poems
And gives life to what’s made

It chances your heart
And brings you to tears
It fills you with peace
And feeds each of your fears

It’s the very root of confusion
It’s the fine lines of hate
It causes you to question
If it’s all up to fate

It provides the love for your soul
To finally find one another
It brushes the blush on your cheeks
And the touch of your lips against the other

It plays the songs of your passion
The tunes of your mind
It sets you apart greatly
It makes you one of a kind

It creates your anger
Your sadness and pain
It cloaks you in pride
Like a lion’s mane

It opens the eyes of the clouded
The lied to, the hated
It can seem like an error…
A phrase misstated

It sews us together
It frees all who are alone
It’s a chamber of life
To the things unknown

It gives life a meaning
And mends all the fractures
It forms you and I
And gives our lives chapters

Each syllable stated
Can cause our story to bend
But it won’t ever break
At least…Till the end||

Okay, friends that’s a wrap 😛 I hope you enjoyed today’s post!

So until next time…God bless and live life well 

7.31.17

I have made new friends and have many new people that I know. But hey, you will always be a special part of my heart because no one has been able to replace the space you left in it.  -Stephen Lob

 

Hi guys! It’s Mei 🙂

And oh my goodness…Summer is almost over, which is both devastating and relieving. “How is that?” you might ask…Well this Summer has basically consisted of the occasional party, swimming, a run to the movies every so often, and hanging out with friends HOWEVER the majority of my time is spent in my room watching Netflix for unhealthy amounts of hours, which is completely amazing, but by now I’m honestly ready to be productive, and get things done. Although I’m pretty sure two weeks into school I’ll be wishing I was still back in Summer, but HEY that’s how things work right?

ANYWAY! Let’s look on the bright side right? Yesterday my family and I got to spend the majority of the day with the most amazing family ever! We have been friends with them ever since I was in first grade when I met their son Kyle and his parents at the memory verse table that I was assigned to in Awana Sparky’s. Sadly, since they moved to Arizona a few years back, and we moved to Texas, we never really got the chance to meet up. BUT yesterday we did, and I honestly haven’t had that much fun, and laughed that much in so long. There’s something about their family and our family that just clicks, and when we’re all together it’s like a celebration all the time, because there’s not a moment where we’re not laughing or smiling. They make me so happy and content, and even though we hadn’t seen them in almost four years, it seemed like nothing changed, because we just picked right up from where we left off, and a friend told me that that’s how you know they’re the true stuff 😛 But somehow I kind of already knew that.

We started off the evening swimming (no surprise there hah that’s all I do) at the hotel that they were staying at, and raided the snack bar, while the parents drank their wine and bubbly drinks. After that, we spent a good thirty minutes changing and going back and forth about what type of food we wanted to eat and where we wanted to eat. Finally we decided on Mexican food, which was absolutely perfect considering we were in the right city for the best Tex Mex ❤ The food was amazing, but the company was even better (if that’s possible, because lemme tell ya…I got some gooooood enchiladas…), although I’m pretty sure our waitress was already done with us after ten minutes 😛 The night went by way too quickly, and we stayed in the restaurant until twenty minutes past closing time, when the owner, not so subtly, hinted that we leave. We left the building, but stood in the parking lot talking, and messing around for a while. The parents kept on saying it was time to say goodbye, but of course wherever we migrated, we just continued to talk until it was actually time to say goodbye (after saying goodbye like three times :P), and you all know I hate goodbyes. Thankfully I didn’t cry, but a thought did come across my mind, as we were driving away.

Imagine how easy life would be if our family’s were in each other’s lives more than the “once every three or four years meet up”. We all get along so well, and they make me so happy, so why wouldn’t God want us all to be together? How is it that through certain circumstances, two families that work almost perfectly together were split apart 1,000 miles away? It didn’t make sense to me, and I’m still wondering why it had to play out this way, but then I realized that all of the amazing things and the awesome people here in Texas would never have been part of my life, and vise versa for them in Arizona. This whole thing served as a reminder that God really does have a plan for everything, and that there’s always a bigger picture. I mean it makes no humanly sense to why He’d want two family’s from Illinois to become friends, and then have them move all the way across the country in two different states. I mean what if back in that Sparky’s room, I was assigned to a different table? There’s no way meeting them was some random fate that “just so happened.” God put them in our lives for a specific reason, and I know a friendship like the one we have with them will last pretty darn long !!

Okay friends that’s a wrap! I hope you enjoyed this very casual, non-poetry, blog post 😛

So until next time…God bless and live life well ❤