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||The sun hid away

Leaving me cold and afraid.

I cried and I begged,

But it refused to stay.


I relied on its’ touch;

Its’ dancing embrace,

But the draw was too much,

And my heart it erased.


I clung to your rays

For the last bit of light,

But you slipped from my grasp

Like a thief in the night.


I thought I was tough

I thought I was strong,

But the world had enough

Of me being wrong.


You led me to trust

In things I’d shut out,

But now I am crushed,

And filled with your doubt.


I wish I had time

To tell you my dreams.

To call you mine,

And to catch all your beams…


But the words never came

And my chance faded by

Till I was left with the pain

Of your loss in the sky.


I’m sorry if I hurt you;

I didn’t mean for this to start.

You appeared out of nowhere

And wound knots in my heart.


I didn’t know what I wanted

Or what I should do

Till it was too late

For us to shine through.


I learned a lot from your warmth

And even more from your loss

You lit up my life

And taught me love has a cost.||


AYYYYYYY!!! Two days in a row!! This one’s from a little while back, but I hope y’all enjoyed it 🙂 Also in case anyone’s interested…My Basketball team won regionals today and we’re going to State!!!

Okay that is all folks. GOD bless y’all and may His favor be present in your lives ❤




Fully Alive


||Dream with a fierceness

That scares the whole world


Love with a heart

That makes others soar


Cry tears of sadness,

Joy, and of pain


Laugh with a spark

That lights up the rain


Dance with your soul

And cling to emotion


Play with a passion

That displays your devotion


Work with a purpose

That inspires your dreams


Forgive with a grace

That always redeems


Create with a pride

That lifts up your spirit


Speak from your mind

To all who can hear it


Give all that you have;

One hundred percent


Don’t ever lose faith;

Give up or relent


This is your moment,

Your day, year, and time


To show the world what it looks like

To live fully alive||


Sorry it’s been so long since I’ve last posted!! I really want to put out more of my writings, but I’ve been super busy with school and Basketball. Hopefully once the season winds down (*cough* once we win state), I’ll be able to put out more content  frequently! I know I have a bunch of poems and spoken words from my past journals that I’d like to share in the future so be looking out for those! Anyway…To those of you who have stuck around I just wanted to say thank you for stopping by and checking in. I really really appreciate it ❤

Okay friends that’s a wrap!! I hope you enjoyed todays’ poem 😉

Until next time God bless and live life well 

— Mei





For 2018:

Dear reader,

This is for you. This is for all the good times you laughed through, all the pain you cried through, and all the hard things you learned through. This is for your dreams…Your goals and aspirations. This is for everything you’ve ever wished for, and all you’ve ever accomplished. Here’s to you! This is for 2018…

“Do not worry about the small things going on in your life that may seem like big things in the moment. I’m with you through every step of the way and I will never leave your side. Don’t worry about your tomorrows, but instead, lean on the knowledge that I have a perfect plan for your future that goes beyond anything you could ever imagine. I know your every step before you take it and every word you say before you think it. Nothing you will do is unknown to me and as you rely on me, I will lead you in your life. Life can be hard and confusing at times, and the unknown can be scary but when you feel like the world’s closing in, just rest in the peace of my perfect love.

You are a thousand times enough and nothing you will do or have done will change my affections for you. You are perfect just the way I created you to be and you don’t ever have to feel like you need to change to please anyone. Do your very best in all that you put your hands to do, and when you feel like giving up, remember the root of your motivation and passion. Love even when it’s hard…Especially when it’s hard, because that’s what real true love looks like. Don’t give up on yourself, and be confident in the fact that you CAN do it even if the thought scares you.

You are capable of anything you set your mind and heart to do. Let your words be uplifting; used to build others up, and stand strong in your beliefs even when you find yourself standing alone. You are made for a purpose, and there are far more exciting experiences for you in 2018. I love you so much, and I can’t wait to see how far you grow in your wisdom and character as this year unfolds. As always, I am so proud of you, and who you’ve become, and I’ll be cheering you on right beside you through these months to come.”

As this year is coming to a close, I decided to take some time to reflect on this past year, and all the experiences, hardships, and fond memories that I have lived through. I’ve had lots of laughs, lots of late nights, a few tears, and much love from family and friends. I’m not quite sure what my goals were for 2017, but I know I’ve grown so much in this year, and that I have so much more to learn and so many more experiences and sights to see. New Years Resolutions are often regarded as an ever-occurring joke of things we wish could be, but deep down, we know won’t really happen. Sure, it might be hard, and even unlikely to hold yourself to something for an entire year, but if we don’t even try in the beginning, then we’ve already been defeated. I know that sounds like overkill, but the truth of the matter is that that mindset can work its way into our everyday life, and I for one don’t want to give up before I even try.

SO! Sort of a bunny trail from where I was originally trying to go, but to get back on track…I asked God what He saw for 2018, and I wrote down what I felt in my heart (above). I wasn’t planning on posting it here, but I decided to share it with all of y’all, because who knows?! If I needed to hear this, what are the chances that someone else might too… Right? Okay sorry for the rambling! This is to us! You may not have had the greatest year, or you might’ve had a fantastic 2017, but regardless…You can make 2018 anything you want it to be. It’s up to you. Sure, circumstances may get in the way, but in the end, you are the deciding factor on whether or not you will give up or get back up! Sounds clichéd, but I’ve found that the most obvious things turn out to be as close to the truth as it gets😉

May y’all have a blessed 2018 ❤️




If I Fall


||Save me please,
From this disease
I can’t outrun.

Take my hand
Don’t let me fall
Until I’m firm
And standing tall.

I’m so afraid,
And I don’t know why
This world has
Put you in my life.

You’re on my mind,
You’ve stole my calm,
And I fear you’ll play me
Like a pawn.

I can’t control it;
Though I’ve tried,
But you’ve captured me
In just one stride.

I knew this would happen
I knew this would come.
I thought I could fight
When you’ve  already won

You have a part of me
Of a most priceless kind,
Because you stole it from me
When I was helpless and blind.

Please, won’t you stop?
You’ve confused me once more.
I know they say jump,
But I’m afraid I won’t soar.

So please if I fall,
Will you not let me break?
Because I know I can’t handle
Another heart ache.||


Well friends that’s a wrap!! I hope you enjoyed today’s poem 😀

Until next time God bless…And live life well



The Sea 


||she was as endless as the sea.

her dreams stretched for miles,

and her love grew deep.

the moon she reflects, and the stars she adores,

and though they refused her,

she came back for the shore.

she poured her love and her soul into their heart,

but when the tide pulled her under

it tore her apart.

broken and blinded by the salty waves,

she reached out desperately

for the love that saves.

but no one could hear or respond when she cried,

and she was left with nothing

but the love they denied.||

Well that’s a wrap my friends! I hope you enjoyed today’s poem!

So until next time…God bless and live life well  ❤️

The Thief


||Goodbye is on my lips once more,
And once again, my heart has torn.
It never stops; an endless break
Till you return for this heart ache

Each time a piece is snatched away
Each time I never have a say
It never stops; it thirsts for more
Until I’m broken, beat, and sore

I thought my whole life that love…It was endless
I thought it would last, but it’s left me a mess
The truth it hurts, and I wish I’d known,
But I couldn’t resist when love was shown

It’s a beautiful lie; an endless mirage,
It comes back stronger like a deceitful  barrage
Please someone, won’t you hear my cries
Will you save me, and tell me it’ll be alright?

I’m tired of longing for those I can’t see
I’m wary from letting those hopes inside me
I know they’re fine, and that they won’t come back,
Because with a piece of my heart, they now know no lack

So Please, if you’re willing, heal my heart,
Because again and again you tear it apart.
Love, take thought when you let me fall…
Or at least have someone answer whenever I call.

Because inwardly there’s screaming
Inwardly there’s grief
I thought love was giving
When all it is is a thief||

Okay friends that’s a wrap 😛 I hope that you enjoyed todays poem 🙂

Until next time… God bless and live life well

In Everything

||take heart and

know that I

am good


through pain and

suffering I

am good


through loss and

triumph I

am good


through trials and

tribulations I

am good


through heartache and

confusion I

am good


through emptiness and

depression I

am good


through ridicule and

exclusion I

am good


through sorrow and

happiness I

am good


through weakness and

darkness I

am good


through tears and

loneliness I

am good


through victories and

failures I

am good


In the world you

will have tribulations,

 but take heart and know

that I am good.

Take heart: to be courageous; to regain one’s courage

Hang in there guys! Life’s hard sometimes, and yeah I know it’s easier to look at circumstances and decide to let the bad things of life get to you, but maybe just maybe we just need to look beyond our problems and know that through the hard times, and through the worst of the struggles, we grow the very most and become the best us we can possibly be. We just have to regain our courage, and have faith that God truly is good, and that He loves us more than anything in existence ❤


Okay friends that’s a wrap 😛 I hope you enjoyed today’s post!

So until next time…God bless and live life well



My World



||you are my solid rock,

my place to fall

when life knocks me down.


you don’t know it,

but it’s because of you

that I keep on going.


you bring joy in my life,

and you make me

forget what sadness is.


you always encourage me,

and it’s because of you

that I am never alone.


but now you’re leaving,

and I don’t know

what I’m going to do without you.


I don’t know how

to stand on my own…

please don’t let me fall.


because I’m afraid

that once I’m down

i won’t have anyone to help me up.


You’re the only one

who truly knows me,

and loves me as I am.


and I’m afraid

that without you

who I am will be forgotten.


because without you

i’m just one half

trying to cope.


we discovered the world

together, and I realized

that you were the definition of mine||


Okay friends that’s a wrap 😛  I hope you enjoyed reading today’s poem 🙂

So until next time…God bless and live life well ❤ 


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||the moonlight kissed

the endless waters,

seemingly wishing

the sweet memories

a gentle farewell||


Okay friends that’s a wrap 😛 I hope you enjoyed today’s post!

So until next time…God bless and live life well